Seek to get in touch with the perfection of all things. Know that you will be exactly where you have to be in order to experience exactly what you choose as you go about creating Who You Truly Are. It is the way to peace, see the perfection in all things. Don’t try to avoid anything. What you resist, persists.
All the things that you are experiencing right now is valid, valid for what your soul chooses to experience and understand reality. Therefore, fear not, for it is all part of process of life. If you ever master this process, you can only be joyful or more joyful. True master is never less than joyful. You can move in and out of ecstasy and still be joyful. You do not need the ecstasy to be joyful. You are joyful simply knowing what ecstasy is.
Think of life as a game that you can, joyfully choose your next move, and the consequences will follow, enjoy the experiences and then with the new experiences of new knowing, form your next belief, choose your next action and experience the following consequences. Life is a never-ending cycle of choices and experiences, and when your soul chooses to leave your body, then you shall return to eternal oneness with the Universe and experience being in the deepest sense of formlessness.